STORY-1

 Life


I am going more and more deep inside my mind everyday to discover myself, to discover who i am, to discover what i want, to discover what i meant for. And then, I saw myself sitting in a mountain or a forest or nearby a sea, a river. Yes, I am always a nature person. But the more I am dreaming of the world i want, the more i am losing my present. My present with the friends whom i know but i don't, my family whom i care but don't care, the problems all around me, coding competition, semester marks and my love, I am slowly losing everything and the will of getting them back is no more. God only knows where i am heading towards. It is either to a dark world or to a world that has everything i love.


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