STORY-2, WHY ALL BAD THINGS HAPPENED AT THE SAME TIME?

 Why all bad things happen at the same time?

The question striked me last night. I was very depressed and distracted because of ongoing online classes and exams due to corona virus pandemic. It's been a year since I am home. I am having some mental issues and was expecting to reopen the college in January. But now, everyone is saying that it may not reopen until July, 2021. That was just the beginning of my first bad thing.

 After having my dinner, I had a fight with my boyfriend ( not exactly boyfriend, i don't even know what's going on). It was such a bullshit fight, like blaming each other for all the bad things happened in our life. ( I would like to suggest you that please never ever say a word whenever you had a fight like this, It can only eat your brain and nothing else. If you don't even understand each other, the relationship will never work, no matter how much fight you had). After that, I tried to ignore his messages and tried to sleep.

This morning, I woke up with an screenshot. The screenshot is about a mail coming from stopstalk that a person added me as a friend. And technically I am surprised that the person was nobody but an old friend of mine ( my former crush) with whom i was forced to break friendship (It is called Jealousy, but actually It is a torture :)) . It just surprised me so so much. Like how these all bad things happened at the same time that can tear a lot of things apart that you wanna fix.

And I am having so much trauma now wondering what will happen next but trying to stay motivated and positive because i have a lot of things to do that i can't let my mind to be distracted anymore. My end sem exam is going on and in the last mid term, my marks were already devastating. Because I am at home, I can't focus on works everytime. 

Bad things happened. Just we need to stay motivated (LOL, I am trying to motivate myself). It will be better one day. Let these things go away as soon as possible 😊. You never know what is waiting for you? Maybe a big surprise with so much happiness, joy and smile.

 

Have a nice day

-Aiara